I want wind to blow.

3/5/2026 - Something beautiful.

Oh wow. Finally.

I meant to make a new entry a while before this but I just didn't, I've typed out this a few times but never got to actually going through with it.

In the moment of writing this, I've been pretty busy I'd say. Angel, my friend's album came out. It's about being a trans woman. You should listen to it. I've also been planning a lot of things music wise, most notably a show coming up 21/4, opening for Weatherday. Pretty cool huh? :} (You should also listen to them!) The process of learning my songs again is annoying. If anything the process of learning to play with a full band will be the most challenging for me. It makes me anxious.

Speaking of being trans: I am in the process of learning makeup. I feel pretty. I fell for the propaganda and got bangs yesterday! I feel really pretty. I haven't felt euphoria like this in a while, it's a good feeling. It's a really good feeling. I've always not cared much for my appearance but. You must be asking, burning with questions. "Why now?" Well. Cause I'm finally not scared. Well. I am. That's a lie. I'm scared but I need to learn to stop giving a fuck about others and be happy. I'm taking action. (My mother is letting me borrow me her makeup. Thanks mum. <3 )